where's my focus

There’s a lot of going on lately around our country and I haven’t been flipping the news channel since birth. LoL! I just found out that there was a bombing happened in G2 in Makati. Geesh! Oh well, am glad am ok. LoL.

Anyway I should be blogging something more about myself. Things that have been happening to me lately I mean. Ok so here goes, I wasn’t able to enjoy my week because I had flu. That didn’t bother me that much. I was just sleeping all day then and watch TV.

I can’t wait for the school day to come. Our school starts at November 5th and its fast approaching. I want to have a good start in school. Speaking about school, there will be a lot of changes this coming semester. The FHARO President is at Cebu for his on the job training so he asked me to take over him coz I am the vice president and as usual, I refuse the offer. I just thought that I am good being the vice president of the organization. I don’t like that much of a responsibility and besides I know myself. Its not that am turning back from it, I just know that I couldn’t do it and I don’t want to handle such things, rather bigger things like that.

The sport editor in Tingog is planning to resign and the ed-board has forecasted to put me in the position. Again, I want to refuse. There are things that are most important to me than being in a position like that. Oh well. Why do I hate accepting responsibility anyway?

From my own self assessment, I am not ready to take responsibilities yet. Not now. I have gone through shit and I want to grow from it. And as of now, am waiting for that moment. And if it would finally come to me, then I’ll take all the responsibilities I could.

I should be having my OJT this coming summer but I think I flunk my major subjects last term so I think I’ll be retaking those subjects again next year. No big deal, I don’t want to have my OJT this summer coz I want to enjoy my summer with Jose and all my family and friends. I have decided to take my local OJT next year on the 2nd term. And by the way, I want to pass the US OJT and I should be taking that OJT by next year. *finger crossed* like I said I want to have a good start this coming term. Oh well, nothing could break my focus. I am blessed with a good boyfriend, best friend, friends and family. So am on it!!!!